[Her family has never been great at taking care of each other, at leaning on each other. Sure, everyone else thinks they are perfect and that's the image they are expected to present, but they are far from it. Even before the divorce, her parents argued constantly, they competed in everything, they were always trying to one up the other. A lot like she was with Jackson, actually.
Which is a big reason why she's always had guys. Sure, she had friends before but not real friends. Just people who knew being around her would make them look good. And she was okay with that.
Not anymore.
Now she has the pack and she feels like she's completely accepted by all of them. Much more than she is with her family. And she wants to deserve being a part of the pack. Which is why she tries so hard to be good at being a banshee, to helping them help people, to do good. To make a difference. Lydia has never been someone to half-ass things and this is no different. She just wishes there were books she could read to learn about how to be better at protecting the pack and the people they need to help.]
I could recommend you some if you can't find anything else, [She smiles softly at him, turning to look at him again.]
Have you been sleeping okay? [She asks this in a completely light and slightly curious. She figures he'll see right through it but she will still pretend, for his sake. She doesn't want him to feel like he's being interrogated.]
Spam!
Which is a big reason why she's always had guys. Sure, she had friends before but not real friends. Just people who knew being around her would make them look good. And she was okay with that.
Not anymore.
Now she has the pack and she feels like she's completely accepted by all of them. Much more than she is with her family. And she wants to deserve being a part of the pack. Which is why she tries so hard to be good at being a banshee, to helping them help people, to do good. To make a difference. Lydia has never been someone to half-ass things and this is no different. She just wishes there were books she could read to learn about how to be better at protecting the pack and the people they need to help.]
I could recommend you some if you can't find anything else, [She smiles softly at him, turning to look at him again.]
Have you been sleeping okay? [She asks this in a completely light and slightly curious. She figures he'll see right through it but she will still pretend, for his sake. She doesn't want him to feel like he's being interrogated.]