Yeah. Of course. I mean it's not like...we can control how we feel.
[His voice is quiet. If only they could, life would be so much easier, really. He busies himself with reaching for different alcohol to start on making the Slippery Nipple drinks she mentioned as he listens. He knows that Lydia's not terribly fond of Daneca, but he thinks that has more to do with being best friends with Allison and being friends with Kira than anything about Daneca, specifically. He likes Daneca. She doesn't seem evil or anything.
But he also really likes Kira.]
I wish I could say that it was gonna get easier. That it won't hurt to see them.
[But it will. He's watched Lydia with Jackson for years, and then Lydia and Aiden, and now...Jackson is back in the picture. It doesn't really get less painful. It just becomes normal. Feeling the dull pain. It's definitely not something he wishes for Kira to have to experience.]
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[His voice is quiet. If only they could, life would be so much easier, really. He busies himself with reaching for different alcohol to start on making the Slippery Nipple drinks she mentioned as he listens. He knows that Lydia's not terribly fond of Daneca, but he thinks that has more to do with being best friends with Allison and being friends with Kira than anything about Daneca, specifically. He likes Daneca. She doesn't seem evil or anything.
But he also really likes Kira.]
I wish I could say that it was gonna get easier. That it won't hurt to see them.
[But it will. He's watched Lydia with Jackson for years, and then Lydia and Aiden, and now...Jackson is back in the picture. It doesn't really get less painful. It just becomes normal. Feeling the dull pain. It's definitely not something he wishes for Kira to have to experience.]